I'm to the point I don't even know what I want anymore. When I'm away it seems like all I want is to make this family we…

I'm to the point I don't even know what I want anymore. When I'm away it seems like all I want is to make this family we planned for work with the fiancé but then when we're together it seems like I do nothing right. He got pissed off today because he didn't come home from work from a cooked meal, when I asked what he wanted to eat he says idk. But he feels as if I'm just suppose to assume what his taste buds are wanting that day an just cook it I guess. I don't mind cooking for him at all but why even waste food or time if your unsure if he's gone come home and want it or not?!? But he fails to realize that he feels as if I shouldn't have to ask him what he wants all the time I should just know. Wtf I ain't no mind reader. & we're suppose to have our daughter in 3 short days you think he spends any second with me when he got off work besides bitching to me? No he takes a shower an runs our supposedly going to a kick back with his fellas to get drunk. Maybe I'm being selfish cuz I don't have many friends, and because I'm bout to be 39 weeks pregnant, bout to be induced an become a mom for the first time, I guess maybe I'm overwhelmed. I just don't know what to think or do at this point. The room ain't even ready for her, I can't move the stuff with it being heavy, it's just so much. 😢😔