@heavenwings, me too for some reason. I think it's because I think of my other children (step son who is almost 3 and my other son who will be 1 next month) and the thought of leaving them without a mommy terrifies me. they are both very close to me, like inseparable from my hip.. even going into the hospital for 2 days being away from them makes me cry... I told my husband to just bring the pack and play up there and they can stay with me ! haha

@kiaalford77, I thought I was the only one worried about dying.. I have done it once before too but for some reason I feel real worried!

@heavenwings, I feel for you too baby doll. I hope it gets better. this sure has been rough. I go tuesday for my surgery and I was ok with it until last night and now I'm terrified of my surgery, this is my 3rd one. but I have a bleeding disorder and I'm scared to leave my children without a mother. lol I'm sure I'll be fine but good gracious sleep is not fathom able right now.. :/

I can't sleep either! Contraction and my mind has tons of things on it!!! I feel for you...@kiaalford77