I'm dealing with anxiety .. getting worse . can't get a doc .. to see me I don't have insurance ...…

I'm dealing with anxiety .. getting worse . can't get a doc .. to see me I don't have insurance ... but now its it hitting me harder but now I also have depression... hate the way this feels and hate how I can't love to my full capacity because lately I've been sick with this every day 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔