I think the hardest thing about postpartum is loving your postpartum body.. I often find myself in the morning getting dressed breaking out in tears. I don't mean to sound ungrateful because I know how much my body endured in the nine months to create the most important person in my entire life but god damn I have never felt so insecure. I have always always struggled with my weight and maintaining a healthy lifestyle but the stretch marks on my stomach and how lose my stomach is just eats at me. Now I would give anything to have my old body that I was once so insecure about.. The insecurities of my postpartum body is not only affecting me but my relationship as well.. Being so young I constantly feel like my boyfriend could never want my body that's covered in stretch marks lets alone anyone else, especially when I'm surrounded by friends and girls who have perfect body's.. I hate to say I hate my body I hate to feel so insecure about myself I just hope that I can learn to love the marks my little lily left on me 😣😓