Drama. Having major trust issues. He's the type to have prepared answers and he can lie on the fly. So going to him for…

Drama. Having major trust issues. He's the type to have prepared answers and he can lie on the fly. So going to him for answers is a waste of time. I saw that a sex toy had come in the mail which he left in the envelope in his car. I snooped. Not too out of character for him on its own actually. But considering we haven't had sex in, shamefully, just over a year (bad fighting, sick & painful pregnancy, now we're estranged, sleep apart)...so what's he need female vagina balls for? Plus a $30 raspberry colored chemise that's 2 sizes too small for me? He's bought dildos for me before and I know he likes toys but I can't help but be suspicious of the wrong size chemise. And the receipt showed a backorder on black satin pants in the same wrong size. Do I wait to see if he gifts it to me? Do I casually bring up sex somehow? Its been such a rough year between us. Do I ask where the other toys are from our anniversary trip last May to see if he mentions this new purchase? I realize now I don't know where those other ones are. I hate not trusting. He's been caught omitting truths and is just sketchy even when he's doing legit things, it's beyond annoying. Always has an explanation. I want to think he's gonna give them to me to try to reconnect. I don't know how to get the truth. Hire a PI? Wait & see? Buy a tracking device to hide in his car? Remain unsure forever, let it go? Trust regardless of it being so broken?

oh wow I would wait it out a bit then ask ..hmhow long has he had the previous orders ? if it's been at least a week maybe there're not for u ..but then again I don't know y he would b waiting to give it to u... and also if u know he knows your size than u got to ask yourself y would he b ordering smaller ... and I would check his phone and whatever else.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i…

I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .

i finally let him do it I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates…

i finally let him do it I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates seeing me cover my face with make up when I can just wear mascara and eyeliner. He says it makes me look fake and he said he's not saying it to be mean, hes saying it because he cares. Im glad he's real with me. He says I have natural beauty. He says he doesn't like it when I dye my hair or wear make up because he loves my natural beauty. I know some girls feel as though that they need make up but they don't. Make up to me is just to do it for fun and sometimes when I feel insecure. Hes the only man that has made me feel beautiful without my hair straightened, without make up on and in my baggy clothes. I can burp in front of him, I can do weird things in front of him, etc. He has taught me so many things in the last (almost) 3 years and im so grateful for him. He taught me how to make pork chops and steaks, how to play some videogames, how to make white rice, how to budget, etc.

Sometimes you know your body better than everyone else. Not every woman will produce high levels of hcg throughout…

Sometimes you know your body better than everyone else. Not every woman will produce high levels of hcg throughout pregnancy some it can take weeks some it can take months don’t trust a blood test don’t trust a urine test trust your heart and when you know it’s times it’s time this doctor was not a gynecologist so he did not give me a quantitative blood test to actually see what my hcg level is at I hope this helps some of you ladies who just feel like giving up and stop testing because of what everyone else thinks or what a doctor tells you trust your body you know your body better than a blood test and a pee test and god will lead you to the right path

I am so stressed right now!!!

I am so stressed right now!!! My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me. I feel like I should not see any at this point.