.. I have .. a problem.
I want to hurt myself. I want to bruise my already ruined body. I want to cut it. I want to scratch it..
Why cant my husband jusst look at me? why.. why must he follow girls on tumblr, or meetme, and look at them.. why must he watch porn when he knows how I feel.. and I dont want to hear they get bored and have needs. I get bored. I have needs. I dont look at anyone else but him. I only need him..
And so its getting to the point where I want to die. I feel like I have no reason here but to raise my son, and thats the worst part.. I shouldnt feel this way when I habe a baby boy to raise. I want him to remember me as a happy woman.. What do I do??.. 😢
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Im calling now Ill talk to my Advice nurse.
I would talk to someone, it's either ppd or you aren't truly happy in your relationship and should leave.... but if you talk to someone and explain the whole thing they would be able to help you and help you decide which it is
First I'd call your doctor. Please get some help before trying anything harmful to yourself-you are not worthless. You deserve a good life with your son. Then, you'll have to decide what you want with your husband. Do you want to try and see if he'll change, or are you ready to live without him? Please keep in touch with someone so we know you're ok girl. Prayers your way too.
like I feel pathetic cause people udually get mad and say Post like these are just for attention.. but I genuinly feel numb. I want to do these things.. And its the truth not for attention. So thank you guys for your help.
sweetheart my husband did the same crap. I'm sorry to say if he is doing now he will continue to do it. it has nothing to do with ppd. all you want is for your husband to look at you like you look at him. yes it has put you in a depressed mood. what I did to get out of that rut was I left his ass, yes it will be tough, but it's worth seeing the smile on your baby boys face. or just ignore his infidelity and do what makes you happy everyday. your alive and you have a beautiful baby boy go outside and enjoy. breathe in the fresh air, listen to the birds, and everything around you. Only you can make yourself happy.
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I can relate to how you feel. I'm not a doctor of course, but if you want to message me just to talk I'll be here.
You need to leave him and find true happiness, you deserve so much better. Please don't hurt yourself, I know it's hard but you have to try not to for your son
sounds like you have PPD. i had the same issue and they gave me things for it. and it helped me.
If it gets to bad honey get some help. I know a lot of people don't want to see someone for these things but trust me baby it helps. Praying for you and your family.
I know how you feel mama. ive been in that situation, but had to take it day by day.
I don't have a baby boy. I would like to know personally how do you moms feel about people treating there sons like girls as in taking them to nail salons and getting pampered ect.... I think it's important for ladies to remember your not raising a little boy. At the end of the day your raising a man. If I have a son I just want to raise him to be the best man he can be. I won't treat him to the same things I would my daughter and vice versa.😕
Okay, mommas I need to vent to someone please..
So my fiance goes to his Co workers house (female) at 1:30pm to leave for work, they work about 55 mins from home.. she doesn't have to be there till 3pm.. and he doesn't have to start till 4pm... they usually get off at 1:30am. Now they moved it to 2:00am.. (what he says.) He doesn't get home till 4:00am.... am I wrong for wondering why it takes so long for him to get home??? I want to mention something but I know he will get real defensive about...
I need help!!! Something is wrong with my dog and I have no money or job to take him to the vet. I think hes dying idk
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I left a message for my Triage nurse, So now while I wait for a response Ill watch a favorite movie or something.. Thank you guys for being so understanding and not judging me. My son definitely comes first and I never ignore his needs. I am just struggling with myself..