I didn't think it would be this heart breaking having a NICU baby...I just want to be able to hold him without tubes and wires attached.
and right now I cant even pick him up because he's under a light for jaundice :'(
@miseisbebes2016, @peytonsmommy2016 @amaperalta03 thank you ladies. he was born 6 weeks early due to preeclampsia and I had two seizures back to back so they preformed an emergency c section. He's doing very well but its just really hard to see him in this box and so tiny. I just want to hug my baby. he's a precious miracle in so many ways. I had him on Friday and its been a long few days.
I know the feeling love had my daughter 11 weeks early and wasn't able to hold her till she was 2 weeks old. Praying that your baby makes it out the nicu soon!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I jus love him.
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...
I need help!!! Something is wrong with my dog and I have no money or job to take him to the vet. I think hes dying idk

😩😤😫😨😔
Should I send him this or wait to talk to him .
I definitely understand, but make sure in the midst you're forever grateful you ever get to see him breath, I've been through a similar situation which resulted in a still born so! you're BLESSED @riverbordengovoni