I was almost sure I was gonna end up being a single mom (not that he wouldn't be in our sons life because he definitely would even if we weren't together) because of how things have been for us the last few months but we actually talked a lot out earlier tonight. We've talked about things before but never fully. I've never gotten the full story about one of our biggest problems and he finally came out and told me everything about it.. I actually believed him this time when he said it would never happen again. He even told me he's a little jealous of our son (in different words) because he feels like I've pushed him out and I only love Phoenix now. I think we'll be able to make it through this rough patch. He wants to redo our proposal since I didn't actually get one and he wants to hie me the wedding I dreamt of since we had to settle due to finances...none of that was a factor in our problems..I never even felt cheated about it but I love that he wants to make me feel special for once.