23yo - Married - SAHM
FTM - Phoenix Lazarus Simon
Preemie Mama - 4/17/16
35 weeks gestation
Co-sleeper
Pro Vaccinations
Pro Life with certain exceptions
Currently Trying To Relactate

Me and my husband have decided to give it one more try. We think our son deserves that much at least. If it doesn't work out this time around were calling it quits for good. Also while we were talking things through I guess my dad could hear us through the wall and his drunk ass decided to put himself in the middle of something that had nothing to do with him. He was screaming and cussing at us right in front of my 4 year old sister and woke up my son from his nap. I had to keep my husband back ...

Ugh for the last couple days I've had period like cramps come and go even though I've been off my period about a week and a half now. I'm also getting these sharp twinges of pain here and there in my uterus..at least that's where I think it is lol I don't know if this is normal two months after having a baby but it's not comfortable at all 😔

Here's a cute one 💕

My sister face swapped with her creepy ass doll 😐

Stupid tv is making me crave steak! Every other commercial is steak related. 🐄

This baby boy is the only good thing in my life right now. The only thing keeping me strong. If it weren't for him I wouldn't have any reason to get out of bed in the mornings. I can't begin to explain how much he means to me but any mom understands how I feel about him. I'm so thankful to his daddy for giving me such a perfect little boy even if everything else with us is falling apart. I'll love him forever because he gave us our son.

Wondering where my husband is. He left 12 hours ago to go stay at his grandmas for the night and talk to her about us but I haven't heard a word from him since he left. It's not what usually happens. He's only left twice our entire relationship but he always texted me so maybe this is a sign it's actually over this time. Maybe we can't work out our problems anymore.

I kind of stopped trying to relactate because my son wouldn't latch on with out getting super pissed and so anything I was producing (just a drop here and there) stopped too. I was 100% dry. I was trying to get him to sleep tonight and he spit up on my shirt so I took it off and he fussed so I said screw it after I get him to sleep I'll put a clean shirt on. After he fell asleep I went to roll him off me onto my bed and he latched on out of no where. I let him stay on hoping he'll continue and I...

So now my mother thinks she's entitled to knowing what's going on between me and my husband. Wtf.. Our problems are between the two of us. She doesn't need specifics.

So I have a few questions for the single moms out there since me and my husband don't seem to be able to work through our problems lately. If you still love him does it feel like you've made a mistake? Is a divorce a more difficult process with children? How did you come to an agreement on shared custody of your child/ren? My son is still too little to remember anything going on but I don't want him to grow up with problems because of us, some added advice would also be amazing. I honestly don't...