Im so sick of crying over the same reasons. Im so sick of fighting for love that isnt there anymore. Im sick of trying…
Im so sick of crying over the same reasons. Im so sick of fighting for love that isnt there anymore. Im sick of trying to make this into a family.
I try so hard not to stress, because I know my little girl can feel it, but her father really does break my heart into a million pieces pretty much every night. And he doesnt care. I will never be able to put in words how much he has hurt me, & how long I have just sat here and let it happen. Im done letting it happen. Im done begging him to come home. Im done begging for his attention.
Hes pretty much just watching his family walk away, but he doesnt care. I have changed myself so much over the past 5 years to make myself more desirable to him. Ive done things I never would have, for him. But that doesnt matter. Nothing matters to him except his best friend. Ryan lost his family, & now Anthony is watching his walk away, without saying a word.