Found out the boyfriend is lying to me. its shit that shouldn't matter, he told me he doesn't watch porn anymore. yay cool, makes e happy but I wouldn't be crazy pissed if he did so whatever. just a minute ago he was showing me something on his phone browser, and accidentally put it to where you can see all the tabs he had open, there were like 5 porn sites. then he had multiple emails from brazzers, when he never did before...
I just wanna cry