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gonna brag on my hubbs for a minute.. the last three weeks have been the hardest for me bc the baby has turned and has…

gonna brag on my hubbs for a minute.. the last three weeks have been the hardest for me bc the baby has turned and has made it even more difficult for me to do certain things, well, he hasn't even complained one bit about helping me. even if it isn't right away, he's always willing to do something I ask. the other night I got upset bc, I'm emotionally unstable about EVERYTHING, and I'm not sure if he reeeealllly understands but he tries, anyways, I was wanting him to help me in the shower and clean up my hoohaa cause I wanted to be intimate later, buy, instead I wanted to do it myself and I cried about it bc I couldn't see her and I felt like if he did it he would hurt me ( even though he wouldn't) I just cried so hard in the shower bc I really wanted his help but was too stubborn to ask and after my shower he rubbed my back and asked why I didn't let him help, of course I didn't answer but, he made me a glass of plain ice and one of mountain dew and got my cotton candy for me. he's gonna be such a good daddy. I'm proud of him for sticking by me even when I've had complete melt downs and wanted him to leave, thankfully he didn't bc we've been down that road one too many times, but, not all hubby's are good hubby's. some of them only think of themselves and not their child or the mother of their child. I love my life!!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

I wish I had a Man by My side who understood the pain of first trimester. So long story short..BD asks Me if I need to…

I wish I had a Man by My side who understood the pain of first trimester. So long story short..BD asks Me if I need to pee before He showers I say No. Then after he's in the bathroom for quite sometime he comes out and says he's about to shower..I said I thought You already showered. He said No. Anyway mid shower I have to pee so I text him telling him I have to pee because I dare not knock on the door unless I want to get yelled at and called names. He comes out yelling at Me anyways telling Me he asked Me beforehand I said I didn't have to pee then. Then he goes on to tell Me to hurry up and turn My hotspot on so he can use it. I get up slowly because I'm in a bit of aching this evening then he yells at Me to hurry up..I make My way slowly down the hallway still getting yelled at. I don't know why he thinks I should do anything for him! This is so hard Y'all! I fight back tears every day *darn hormones*

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a…

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive…

I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. Deff thankful for my family atm. I will start to do eBay too . I have stuff i can sell... anything to help out alittle help my husband ... whatever i can do.

I told my friend my mom wants to throw me a baby shower and write on the invite "monetary gifts only" and he told me…

I told my friend my mom wants to throw me a baby shower and write on the invite "monetary gifts only" and he told me that people aren't trying to pay for my "gas bill" I'm offended because a lot of money goes into a baby shower, and if you're gonna give me a 10$ blanket from Ross that I probably won't even use it's a waste. I rather use those 10$ for my honest company diaper subscription.