when I was 6 years old, I was raped for the first time. 4 times in the first night, and 4 to 5 days a week with 3 to 6 times a day until I was 9 years old. when I was in foster care I was given a polygraph test to see if I were lying or not. I passed and my rapist failed miserably. but that didn't matter. his status of being in the Navy let him stay a free man with no consequence for his actions. I'm now 25. I've done years of therapy, medications, mediation, EVERYTHING to be able to get over this. I'm able to live my daily life without fear of him attacking me, that is until he comes around. tonight he showed up out of no where. I was out and my mom texted me a heads up. my fiance knew about me being raped, but didn't have a face to a name, until tonight. he wanted to kill him, but kept calm to help me get through my panic attack. I have to thank him, nectar is have ended up in the ER tonight because my panic attacks get so bad I pass out and stop breathing. and my rapist thinks he's done nothing wrong.....
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I have a pretty similar story I'm sorry I understand how you feel you shouldn't have to go through this
@quin230, I'm so sorry that happened to you! he is a sick son of a bitch!
I'm on court probation because I hit my brother for hurting my daughter, it somehow got turned into me assaulting him for fun (even though there was witnesses and proof on my daughter's face) and in this town you're not allowed to carry anything, not even a small pocket knife.
@lalamichelle0707, he showed up to my house. I live with my parents, even thought our relationship sucks (better then being homeless) and he came out to see them. they both know what happened, but won't keep him away.
it's so hard.... the worst part, next to him getting away with it, is he's my oldest cousin. he did it to my baby cousin, his little sister, too, but no one but me would listen to her so he got away with hurting her too
Oh wow why did you have to see him? Hugs I know how traumatic that can be to recover from
thanks ladies.