why is it that we can give great advice to the next girl about their shitty bf, but when it comes to our shitty bf we just can't follow through? hmm. maybe we are frightful he will move on while you get depressed over it all. I hate the feeling of anxiety. I'm mad because you're an idiot who doesn't appreciate a good thing. and damn it! I'm the best thing that will ever happen to you. you can't see that because you haven't lived without me. maybe just maybe if I leave you but actually leave you'll miss me and wish you never fucked up. but in a world full of maybes well..I just can't live in that world because I live in a real world where everything is shit. so what do I do. I cry and I "bitch" because that's all my poor scared heart, mind, body, and soul can do for you. enough said! 😔