I'm feeling like my body is failing Me again. I have 9 days to go into labor on my own before I will have to go in for a repeat c-section. I felt like a failure after my emergency c-section with my first and I just feel like my body is going to fail me again. I know 9 days is a long time But I can't shake the feeling that I'm going to have to end up in the OR again. I am in tears right now.
thanks. all that matters in the end is that she is healthy and I know I'll be happy no matter how she comes but it's just hitting my emotions really hard because I was so looking forward to a vbac and now I feel like since they already scheduled a surgery date I wont go into labor on my own. @scidg3