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Jessica Staggs
Jessica Staggs
Мама сына (5 лет)

So I'm thinking I really need professional help. I have so much anger in me. I treat my fiancé horrible and don't mean…

So I'm thinking I really need professional help. I have so much anger in me. I treat my fiancé horrible and don't mean to. I feel like part of me is trying to start arguments to force him to break up with me. I don't deserve him. He's so good to me. I purposely says stuff to hurt him but once said I don't mean it. I hate myself. I don't know what's wrong with me. I need help before I snap!

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jessica2011marie

Jessica StaggsМама сына (5 лет)

I do treat him horrible and I know I do. I know I have controlling issues that I need to work on. I wanna change but it's so hard. He pushes my buttons so much. He's great to me but I have days where I do just wanna give up because I can't control what he does. I love him more than I love myself and I guess I just keeping pushing to see if he will love me through anything.

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sydneyh

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Your trying to push him away before he pushes you away. it's a way to keep yourself from getting hurt. Most of the time you don't even know your doing it or have a good reason of why. I did it all the time before I got help. But it's really good that you know your doing it and can work on stopping or trying to find a way to stop.

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