Today just gets worse. Two years ago, on May 12, 2014, I was rushed to the OR for an emergency ectopic surgery. I lost my first child and today I had to bury my little pet hamster, Tuddle. I'm really upset and that may sound silly but I've had him for over 2 years. But now I know my sweet angel baby can sit and play with Tuddle as much as he wants. RIP to both my littles.