i m getting even closer to my c-section date, and I'm so nervous about it. Being cut open really scares me. I know it's what's best for my babies and everything will be fine. It just really scares me. Then after I have my twins and come home. I'll have 3 kids to care for. I'm really not sure if my husband will be home to help me. So the thought of my stitches ripping, makes me cringe. I wonder if I'll be able to breast feed them after having them as well. I've been lactating so I know that's not a problem. but I read that things with the breast change after having a c-section. It means the world to me to be able to breastfeed my babies.