Been woke for a minute now. Decided to take another shower that usually calms me enough to go back to sleep. Just a lot on my mind that I can't grasp. It's funny how people with u when they think u struggling or don't know no better but when u tell them that u are able to make ends meet and do more than they say they can the tables turn. I don't know why or how come but my best friend of 20 plus years seems to have a problem with me being pregnant or something I just can't figure it out. We've neve argued I've always been supportive. She had a baby last year I flew to Alabama to go to it and all. But no mention to even send me a gift that I've heard and not that it matters but it just seems odd how she coming at me and I haven't done a thing nor said a thing to her. But I can't worry my self with others idiosyncrasies and if it's to come to an end then so be it. I'm about to be a mother just like her but I tell u one thing I don't kiss ass!