I am so pissed ! we've had to put our apartment plans on hold because my boyfriend lost his job. he's trying to find a job, but not trying hard enough. I live with my grandpa and two dogs. those dogs are pissing me off !! the apartment smells like piss all the time, there is hair on literally everything ! my son breaks out badly because of it, they pee on all the new furniture I buy my baby, my grandpa's stupid dog ate my son's umbilical cord after it fell off today. I cried because I was saving it to show my boyfriend.

on another note, my boyfriend was supposed to come over today to spend the night and help with the baby, instead he says he's gonna go shopping with his brothers and go to the movies at 10:45 with them. I told him I understand he wants to spend time with his family but what the fuck, the movies ? do you see me going to the movies ? NO I'm at home with baby where I should be. our babys only 8 days old. I'm not ready to work, but if I don't we don't have any income coming in.