so it's almost 4am and i am still up well this is nothing new for me.

my 28+months daughter who's father got her sleeping with us when she was 13months, now refuses to sleep in her own bed.

I have to breastfeed my 8+month son every 2hours or so but for about a week now his sleeping routing has changed meaning he will not sleep if his sister is a wake also he doesn't like sleeping far from me.

There comes trouble double for me. here I am sleeping like a meat in between two pieces of the bread sandwich.

I am sleepless and very mad bc i can't sleep both of my children are a wake at the same time till one falls a sleep than one wakes up.

their father well he is around sleeping on the other room. if he doesn't hear them crying he thinks they are sleeping.

I am very close to go and waking him up bc its his fault not mine. & yes he use to wake his daughter up when he got home at late that's why she doesn't sleep till late but she refuses to sleep with her father.

so you mothers out there DO NOT i repeat DO NOT get your child used to sleeping with you, feed them and put them in their own crib/bed. let them cry a while it will get better for you and for your child. I wish I did not listen to my husband but I did and now I am suffering.

I forgot what it feels to sleep at 11pm at to have the bed all to myself 😣😣😣😥😥😥😥🙁🙁🙁😴😴😴😪😪😪