It's kinda close to my due date and my SO went out of town to our HBCU for graduation. It hurt my feelings that he wanted to leave this close to my date made me feel like he didn't care to miss out if she did come. But I sat and thought after the tears, what if he stays and I don't go in labor (it's only a day) I would've felt bad. But he's gone now I'm okay and he said his chocolate mama is waiting until he comes back. She better because he better speed from SC if not!
Welp if it makes y’all feel better , I was hoping my own baby didn’t come out ugly because my baby daddy be looking ugly to me sometimes .
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

i hope i have my baby this week...or in a couple of years...if he wants to come out...it's whatever he wants 😓
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!