I don't think I'm a good mom at all. I'm actually really terrible in my opinion. I yell and swear in front of my newborn telling her things like "shut up" oh my fucking god stop crying. I just can't handle it I get so fucking mad idk why I can't control myself. I'm only four weeks in but damn I miss my old life
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You should definitely talk to your doctor right away. Here's a link to find PPD help locally
www.1800ppdmoms.org
it does forcing myself to stay calm through a changing, feeding and then talk her and stuff. makes me feel better
I think all mothers have thought these things more than a few times even if we haven't said them out loud. just leave the room and breathe for a min. try listening to meditation music. it helps so much.
I'm going to go back to school I'm in therapy right now but I already have an hormonal imbalance which doesn't help at all
@stephk4611, that's scary, you need to get help hun. Have you thought about harming your baby? Remember their innocent and don't deserve that at all, maybe let a family member take her while you get help ?
agree with @michelleaaliyah and @mommastone this sounds deeper
I agree with @michelleaaliyah It is normal to be upset times but post Pardum depression can get real bad and this sounds like it. Many women go through this.
Maybe you should talk to your doctor about it Hun it's possible it could be a type of depression since your life has changed since getting pregnant
You just have to keep in mind that this is a whole new world for them. They never cry to upset you or make you mad. Definitely tell your doctor what you just told us. They can help.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
thank you.