Short Luteal Phase?

I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

My doctor just told me it's an eptopic pregnancy and I should terminate..but the little bean had a beating heart and everything. I feel so..well I really don't know. What should I do? I don't want to abort but the doctor said I could die and so could the baby. Anyone had a similar pregnancy complication?? And what do you do about it? Please anything helps.

First pregnancy symptom

Do you know what the very first pregnancy symptom you ever had was? That actually convinced you that you were pregnant.

Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.