💜💜My Birth Story💜💜
Thursday April 7th I thought my water had leaked so I went to the hospital to have them check me & she said it came back negative around 9pm & she (unknowingly) gave me a membrane sweep and sent me home. All night I was having contractions and finally ended up falling asleep around 3am. I woke up 2 hours later feeling like I had peed myself and went to the bathroom to see how soaked I was and realized no doubt in my mind my water had broke!! so I made sure everything was together woke my boyfriend up and drove us to the hospital. They checked me and assured me my water had indeed broke and moved me to a labor room. I was at around 5 cm dilated by the time she checked me at 11 oclock. hours later at around 7 oclock she checked me again and I was still only 5. I was doing my best to avoid using an epidural but by 11pm/ midnight I was crying and could not take it anymore. All the contractions for nothing because I still wasn't even dilating. So by 1 am I had the epidural and felt sooooo much better. it was the right decision personally because I went to sleep and the nurses came in to check me and my vitals all night and I was no longer stuck at 5cm so by 7 am she woke me up and told me it was time!!! I was so friggin nervous! but so excited! I ended up throwing up but after the anti nausea meds she gave me kicked in, it was finally time to ACTUALLY push. It took me a little bit to get the feel of pushing correctly down but once I did they said I did great. her head was pressing up against my pelvic bone a bit and they wanted to use the forceps but I wanted to push one last time so they let me & that's allll I needed!! I heard my babygirl cry at 10:31 and I cried too. I couldn't believe it! I'm so in love 😍😍😍
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
love her so much!