I just want to sleep my life away right now

@eli154, It's okay if you feel confused and lost. Please consider trying to find someone who is specialised in caring for people who have gone through what you're going through. Your health comes first and especially since you have 3 wonderful girls to lead example to. Do not take the blame and start blaming yourself too, this is a learning experience, but it is tough right now. Promise yourself that you'll do what it takes to heal your dear soul and let yourself need help and support darling.

@mimiz, I always have complications with my all three of my pregnancy I had them all premature but with my fourth they said I was gonna be able to go full term n then all of the sudden I lost her

@miicat, I just don't kno how to feel anymore her father blames me for it n all I do is sleep during the day so nobody sees me crying or hurting n up all night crying I honestly just want to die

I will pray for you I had a loss at 20 weeks my first pregnancy June 2015 my world crashes she was everything I ever wanted and asked for she was healthy perfect but because of my body she didn't live long and I blame myself everyday for that and I had complications this pregnancy as well its so hard but I have my faith you know

Let yourself have time to feel this way darling I'm very sorry that this happened to you. You're amazing and have wonderful support and never be afraid to talk if you need a listening ear. Love and hugs 💕

@mimiz, I don't kno how to be strong anymore I tried so hard to have another baby n when I got pregnant I was so happy n as soon as I found out she was taking away n she was gonna be my only child that was going to the end n I got really sick n almost died after having her

I am so sorry you're going through this I hope you stay as strong as you can ❤️