I don't know what to do. My family is driving me up a wall. They wasn't there for my whole pregnancy and refused to help me when I was 39wks and broke down on the side of the road because I had chosen adoption for my little girl. My step mother and sister took the moment of cutting the cord from my SO and this was his very first child. When she came they became rude and my dad want as far to throw a fit an refuse to come in. My step mother told my SO its not right for me and him to give her up for adoption and its not fair to our family. I chose to keep her cause I bounded with her and my SO understands but he's still scared. His family agreed to care for her till we can adjust I visit her as soon as I wake till I go home for rest an take her to appointments. My family is constantly texting me guilt tripping me an went as far to insinuate that I was a bad mother. Now they are on Facebook saying they need special prayers. I'm not giving up on my girl I'm not working right now an her daddy is the only one with a job I want to get a job and steady pay before I bring her home. Is that so bad of me?