I don't know how to go on from this. Every day gets harder and harder. All I want to do is lay in bed because if i do anything all I can think is that my baby is supposed to be there with me. I just can't handle this.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .
AF due 29th, anyone else? Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
(Thread Closed) Let’s go out with a bang Let all the dramas unfold! I blame Jessica Alba
leesa·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
get up and move ! get that baby out
Alyssa·
Мама дочки-младенца
@deckroth2001, I had my beautiful baby girl on March 5th, and she passed away on March 19th.
leesa·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
I am so sorry to hear that. my blessings and prayers with you!
Danielle Amelia Thomson·
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Jesus they havent done anything yet and you are 42 weeks?
gerrika·
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sending prayers 👏 ☝ ☝
Julia Warner·
Мама дочки (1 год), беременна (15 нед.)
I'm so sorry, you are in my thoughts.
Chelsea·
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@daniellethomson, her daughter passed away from an infection two weeks after birth :/
Danielle Amelia Thomson·
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.. Oh.. I feel horrible now that I know that.. Im so sorry.. 😢 No one deserves to go through this
Danielle Amelia Thomson·
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Thank you @canaryv For helping me understand this post.
Mel·
Мама дочки (1 год)
I can't even imagine..... im so sorry hun. prayers going up for you!
Alyssa·
Мама дочки-младенца
@daniellethomson, sorry, I didn't really specify what I was talking about.
Alyssa·
Мама дочки-младенца
Thank you everyone. I feel like this is the only place I can talk about it because everyone else expects me to be strong but I'm falling apart.
Danielle Amelia Thomson·
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No one should be told to be strong. Sucking it up is probably the worst thing. You need to be able to vent. It hurts more unless you get it out. 😦
Kirsten·
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So sorry :( praying for you
emily·
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I'm so incredibly heart broken reading this 😞. I'm so sorry, I wish there was something I could do or say. Try to stay strong. It's ok to cry and fall apart as long as you don't stop taking care of yourself. You and your angel are in my thoughts
Alyssa·
Мама дочки-младенца
@emkasting, thank you! It's so hard to be strong. I feel like it's all my fault even though there was nothing I could have done.
emily·
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Exactly. Even though I haven't been in your situation I do know what it's like to beat myself up for something that was actually out of my control. Of course I'm not gonna tell you to forget about it, that is the last thing you could and should do. Let yourself feel sad but try as hard as possible to not let yourself feel guilt. If you need anyone to talk to you can always message me. Even though there's nothing I can say that will fix it, I know that having someone to talk to when you're in a bad situation can at least help. everything WILL be okay, even though it may seem like the end of the world right now.