11 years ago tonight this photo shows me with my best friends at our Youth Group, the night I told them all I was 3 months pregnant. My dearest childhood friend holds my belly in this photo never knowing that in just hours everything would be so different. I was16 years old and just before we got in the car to head home I used bathroom to see what every mother dreads to see, blood. I didn't know then it was the beginning of a night I'd never forget or understand. I spend everyday thinking of my beautiful baby Addison who never got to be held in my arms or kissed by my lips. My baby Addison changed everything in my life that night and sent me on the course of conceiving my oldest daughter. She wouldn't be here if that awful night my baby Addison hadn't left my womb and this world. I always feel empty in my heart I never met my baby Addison but I know I loved Addison then and still do now👼🏼 I will never forget that night and how I felt. Never in my arms but always in my heart my baby💞 3/12/05 Addison Peyton I love you💕