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Kelly
Kelly
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11 years ago tonight this photo shows me with my best friends at our Youth Group, the night I told them all I was 3…

11 years ago tonight this photo shows me with my best friends at our Youth Group, the night I told them all I was 3 months pregnant. My dearest childhood friend holds my belly in this photo never knowing that in just hours everything would be so different. I was16 years old and just before we got in the car to head home I used bathroom to see what every mother dreads to see, blood. I didn't know then it was the beginning of a night I'd never forget or understand. I spend everyday thinking of my beautiful baby Addison who never got to be held in my arms or kissed by my lips. My baby Addison changed everything in my life that night and sent me on the course of conceiving my oldest daughter. She wouldn't be here if that awful night my baby Addison hadn't left my womb and this world. I always feel empty in my heart I never met my baby Addison but I know I loved Addison then and still do now👼🏼 I will never forget that night and how I felt. Never in my arms but always in my heart my baby💞 3/12/05 Addison Peyton I love you💕

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of…

I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.

Thursday I found out I lost one of my baby boys. I will never forget little Oliver. He will always have a place in my…

Thursday I found out I lost one of my baby boys. I will never forget little Oliver. He will always have a place in my heart no mater what. I will tell his brother about him but not until he is old enough. But I will cherish James so much and am so thankful he is healthy. My fiancé has been the absolute best through all of this. I know it hurts him as well but he is doing the best he can being strong for me. I know he breaks down and that's ok. I'm not the only only one going through this. It was his son too. I know I didn't do anything to cause this but I still feel like I failed some how. Mommy loves you so much Oliver and will never forget you baby boy. 💙🌹