I'm so sorry. I couldn't imagine. Hugs!

hopefully

I was so afraid too. I wasn't sure I was going to try again. I didn't want to go through another loss. burying my son was the hardest and most painful thing to go through. I couldn't believe that instead of picking out his crib I was picking out his coffin. I was so scared of trying but then came along this little miracle. I wasn't even trying I hadn't even had a period since I gave birth to my Lil angel. I didn't even think I could get pregnant. it's still scary. I worry about every little thing. I go to the dr. for every Lil thing. Don't be scared though. your Lil angels will keep you strong and guide you through your fears.

@e_n_j_mommy, thank you I am currently trying but I am so afraid

I feel the same way. I lost my son at 23.4 weeks due to an sch which caused me to get an infection and deliver too early. my baby boy lived 2 hours. I miss him so much it's only been a year. it's hard it never gets easier. have faith , I'm pregnant with my rainbow baby. I have been diagnosed with ic too and with the help of my dr.s we are keeping him cooking. I'm here if you need to talk.