ugg im so stressed. i will be 32 weeks on friday. but this pregnancy has thrown every crazy issue possible at me. i have…

ugg im so stressed. i will be 32 weeks on friday. but this pregnancy has thrown every crazy issue possible at me. i have polyhdramos (to mich amniotic fluid) like triple the normal amount making me as big as i would be at full term. this has been since 26 weeks. probably sooner but thats when i got the largest. the diagnosed with grstational diabieties. yay me. then i have this stupid pubic pain cause my body isnjust so overloaded with the pressure. my iron is low so woohoo. they have me doing nst 2 times a week and atleast once a week send me in for longer monitoring because things arent perfect from their view. baby is growing exceptionaly fast proably becauee of the diabieties. but that seems to be under control. today at my nst my blood pressure was high both times they checked. so hospital i go. 4 hours later i am still high. they have me doing a 24 hour urine catch to check for protein. i have peed 3 times and have half a jug already. im in hour 5. they only gave me 2 jugs. like for real? they are obviously looking for preclampsia. oh and to top all that off in have been having pretty consistant contractions for weeks. they are usually hours apart but some days minutes apart for hours. today however has been the worst sitting here the last hour miserable. they say my body is just responding to the extra fluid weight. that it thinks i am ready. well the baby isnt.... this needs to stop. i am so flusterated. as much as i want him to be here hes not ready. but my body is like screw this. being the size of 40 weeks for 10 plus weeks is not exciting at all. it hurts!!! please pray for me