Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Starting TWW. Anyone else? I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling, so i thank you for letting me share this with you ladies. You have always been nice and supportive. Happy birthday son, your mom loves you.
So its been a long time since I've been on here. So much has happened. I don't know if I need to vent or what but I'm so sick of being called a rapes by my own husband because he has sex apnea and every once in a while it happens and i don't know what is happening until he has already inside me and almost about to cum. Every time I don't stop him and wake him up from the act I get called a rapist and told he will call the police and have me arrested for rape and throwing in jail. When it first started happening I had known clue that it happened. Hell he never brought it up until it happened. At first he didn't have a problem with it happened but the last two years it has changed hell our lives and marriage has changed after i cheating on him. I have been trying to find a way to make things better for us but nothing i do helps. I don't think we will ever get passed it.I have suggested we go to counseling anything to help but he says no. We are about to have our 6th child together. 4 before I cheated and 2 after. I know that us having 2 more kids is not the best thing we needed but it happened and I love everyone of my children. I have told him that we need to get a divorce and he says ok but i can't have any one of our children so I continue to stay praying everyday that things will be better and it doesn't. Im at my wit's end. Im halfway out the door and half in. Im not losing or leaving my children with him. Don't get me wrong hes a great dad. And he was a great husband. I just don't know what to do or say or anything anymore more maybe yall moms can help or give me some advice.
missing517user·Мама дочки (2 года)
OMG. I just busted out crying and I don't even know you guys. I'm so sorry for your loss sweetie lots and lots of prayers coming from me and my family. 😢
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