All In all ... everything is falling to pieces! The father of my child and I are no longer together, which is my fault due to me not being in love with him. we got pregnant only a few months after dating and I held on hoping the love would grow but it hasn't. this pregnancy has been pretty miserable and extremely stressful which is not fair to the baby. I ended things now because after the baby is born it will only be worse for the two of us and the baby. I will not keep the child from him he is going to be an amazing dad and I would never keep a child from their father. He is heartbroken. and I feel like a piece of shit ... that being said I have to get a vehicle due to my other o e not running, I have to move, and we both work for a family business. so my sister said after this weekend I'll get a check and a severance package. Lord I don't know what to do... I'm beyond stressed ... how will I get another job at 7 months pregnant with no vehicle. initially I did it to myself but I was miserable and very unhappy! there's a void in my heart that Justin simply isn't able to fill for me. I know it sounds selfish but I don't believe that two people should stay together if they are not in love... pregnant or not. please ladies no negative feedback, I just looking for some comfort and support. I pray that I can somehow keep this job till the end of the season when the baby is due!
my best friend and I ended up pregnant, we were best friends for 7 years. right after I got pregnant he got a girlfriend who he is very much in love with now and it hurt me at first but I know that things are working out for the best. him and I are still very good friends and plan to coparent and maybe his gf and I can become good friends as well. in the beginning I thought nothing would work out but you never know! stay positive no matter what and please enjoy the rest of your pregnancy!