picture from the baby shower!

so I had my shower on may 1st and six hours later I went into labor. twelve hours after that my baby boy way here. born may 2nd at 12:17 in the afternoon.

Tmi ... but did any moms get really bad diarrhea around 37 weeks?!? Havnt had an un- solid stool since I was pregnant, and my stomach hurts so bad ughhh

hahah I'm on a roll right now ... sorry for all the posts ladies.... but ughhh yesss I've never wanted chocolate so bad!

hahaha ok all these pre pregnancy photos... why not make it fun. I'm on the left in the pink BTW Halloween at my old job. anyways whoever wants to hate can hate all they want. pre pregnancy or pregnancy photos are all beautiful!!! no mothers body will ever be exactly the same, but we are all beautiful and have beautiful body's no matter before or after pregnancy!!! embrace it ladies!

alright I havnt put any photos of my belly at all. so here you go! 34 weeks!!! i cant believe i only have six more to go!

ugghhh what the hell is with these dreams. I would be OK if they were good but dam. the worst ones tend to stick in my head. I had a dream I died after giving birth! i bled out! but I was looking over everyone and seeing their reactions. Dad and Grandparents were crying, my ex was just in shock, his mom made the comment that she was kinda happy about it ( like wtf who says that) ( she would though). and the man I'm seeing now ( which is my ex before last) was at work and he threw his phone and w...

really interested to see what it's like being a single mom! I have been hurt in the past to the point where I think I'm broken, like I will never be as in love with someone as much as my boyfriend before last. nothing fills that void. it's just me and my unborn son against the world.

awww my little man has the hickups... first time I've felt them. they are so cute lol but I don't think he likes them... he is kicking,elbowing, and punching.

And so it begins!!! I'm up at 3:53 cuz I can't sleep and I'm hungry... WTF! haha