It's hard not having my boy here.. Mainly even harder since at my doctors they asked how was labor and how's the baby..and they your mother says she had a miscarriage. IT WASNT A MISCARRIAGE!!!! HE WAS ALIVE IN ME FOR THOSE 35wks, HE WILL NEVER BE LABELED AS A MISCARRIAGE. Gah I was so pissed at my mom, like really my son was still born and everything he was just born into heaven instead of earth..