Well I'm 6 days away from being able to take a pregnancy test

This will be my 4th cycle ttc. I’m really hoping for this go around bc if I’m pregnant this month my baby will be born between October 29 and nov 2. Halloween baby!! God I want to be pregnant so bad. My cousin (who wasn’t supposed to be able to have kids) is 8 weeks along and I’m green with envy. Daisy want to name “our baby” June. I think that’s a beautiful name I also love opal and Oakley. I’ve already ordered all the cloth diapers I will need they’ll be in the mail on Tuesday. I also paid off my credit card but this post is about my unbelievable baby fever. It’s like my stomach is doing back flips waiting to see if this one took. If it didn’t… Ugh It just so hard seeing red every month. I know we haven’t been trying very long compared to many women ttc. I know it’s pretty typical to take a year but I can’t stand to wait that long :(