lately I find my self clambering more and more for my man's affection, sympathy attention. then we talk about it and I feel like finally he gets it but it goes away just as fast as it comes. I am a very affectionate, uplifting and supportive person. I can't help but feel I am losing his interest, and while infidelity has not been an issue. I know he flirts (but he claims he doesn't) worst off its with friends of ours. I feel like if he can flirt with women we associate with what's really stopping him from flirting with someone that will take it a steep further. I guess with all the hormones going threw my body all of this hurts much more, I feel i may get to the point where I'm gonna be done with trying. after all a relationship is built with 2 people not just one.

I'm just feeling so sad, insecure, and shunned by the one person I should be able to count on.