beyond pissed. I'm laying here crying my eyes out, and all my SO cares about is the game. he thinks telling me to stop crying and that everything will happen on it own time will make things better. like no this is 6 months plus worth of pain I've been dealing with coming out at once. I feel like I have something missing
I feel like a bad mom ugh.. My Leah is crying cause she is in her bed. And the doctor told me to let her cry but check on her every five minutes. I don't like this cry it out method at all.. Ladies ugh I feel horrible
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Crying my eyes out Ugh, I haven't really cried this pregnancy but I just found out I'm having a baby girl. I'm so happy about that but my family is asking what I want to name her and I said Zoey. I've always liked that name and they are like "What kinda name is that?" And saying it's ugly. It hurts my feelings so bad because I really like it. I can't stop crying!
Motherhood ripped from me again... I went for my Anatomy Scan on Friday @ 20wks. I went in expecting to find out if my baby is a boy or girl, but came out feeling like I'm going to die.
I cannot do this pregnancy any more. Just about passed out in the shower and just so tired of feeling unwell. It's like I have had a hangover/sickness bug for 9 months and it's seriously getting old. Sat on my couch like a beached whale in a towel crying my heart out because I just want to feel better, just so frustrated now and just feel like I need to throw up 😭😭😭😭
