thanks ladies. it's just been a long road and struggling to see a light at the end of the tunnel x

Awww I'm sorry hun. It will happen when good and ready. Really hard though I know, when you want it that bad. Big hugs x

I agree with you @emmajo. I tried for a year and thought I was infertile. my partner used to stress me out each month when I didn't get pregnant. It made me feel less of a woman. then I broke up with him. got back with him but we decided to not talk about it and just live our lives. I was so shocked that I became pregnant after 6 months since we got back together. twas the last thing on my mind.

I tried for 3 years.. I eventually snapped and gave up.. I was so done with being heartbroken each month and doing everything I could think of to conceive even had tests done at the Drs.. I decided to just let nature do its thing, take s back seat and just enjoy sex.. Following month got my positive! He's now gunna be 1 in 11 days.. Personally I recommend you go get drunk.. Let your hair down get all loosey goosey and hopefully fall into bed with you OH.. Your body naturally fights off sperm because it's considered a foreign object and when your thinking about it, you're reminding your brain to kill off the sperm.. Therefore making it harder to fall pregnant.. You need a clear mind.. And trust me, I know exactly how hard it is to try and stop thinking about something you want so badly.. But honestly your sanity will suffer I was pretty much about to have a mental break down.. Your time will come Hun.. I promise xx

Oh dear. It does take time. You never know what next month will bring.