- Today is my mothers birthday.... she has been deceased for years now but it seems as I get older and the more I go…

just know she is still with you. hears everything you tell her and will never leave you.

yesterday made 2 years my dad has been gone. it seems like it only gets harder.

@krstokes2016, thank u

@nicemmcha2015, I swear your right.... and when holidays birthdays and death anniversaries come they are even worst..... it's just so hard.... going through life without your mother or father especially pregnant.... 😭😭

@1sttimemommie16, yep I was only 8 weeks with my 1st when he died... i never got to tell him. I've fought with depression during pregnancey and esp when she was born. it was so hard. with this one it's not a bit easier so I know how you feel...

nov 19th this year will make 14 years my momma has been gone. some days are harder then others but all the good memories, dreams, and pictures keeps them alive and with you. yes holidays and different events will always be hard but you just have to remember they are still with you even if not physically @1sttimemommie16 @nicemmcha2015

@krstokes2016, @nicemmcha2015 thank u both for the advice but it hurts badly right now.... it may just be because I am pregnant so it's double the emotion but this is hard..... I woke up dreaming as if she would be there waiting for me to get up.... it felt so real.... 😔😔

@1sttimemommie16, idk why pregnancey makes it so much worse.. but it does. I'm so sorry