I need strength.. I don’t know how much more I can take 😓🙏🏼
One foot in front of the other, girl! You’re stronger than you know and you can get through whatever it is you’ve got going on! ❤️
Always here if you need to talk hun 💜 I get like this more often than I'd like to admit. You're strong mama! And don't ever be afraid to reach out, it's good to talk about it. Sending hugs x
Yesss, & I know it’s hard for us sometimes but your right. It’s good to let it out. I appreciate it so much, girl 💓
One foot in front of the other, girl! You’re stronger than you know and you can get through whatever it is you’ve got going on! ❤️
Ugh I can 100 relate life has a way of beating you down just to see how much you can take hang in there momma
@hilligermomx2 right it's amazing how fast things turn but that's a good thing in a way bcux things will turn again
I hope you’re okay, sweet girl! And I’m here if you need me. Sending you big hugs! 💜💜💜
Thank you, I’m doing the best I can. I feel like I’m falling back into my somewhat of a depression stage & now my grandma is back in the hospital very sick 😓 were extremely close as my kids are too, so it’s even harder.
@hilligermomx2, oh, hun. I am so sorry. That’s so hard. Especially with covid restrictions in place. I’ll be keeping you all in my thoughts. Take everything a day at a time & make sure to make time for yourself to process everything going on. 💜
@love_linds, Yesss, cause nobody can see her so it makes it much worse. Thank you hun I really appreciate it 💕🙏🏼 I’m really trying, just telling myself one moment at a time.
@hilligermomx2, I go through the same thing and don’t want to be on medication I can’t understand completely have you thought about going to therapy? Instead of the medication route?. I am so very sorry to hear about your grandma.
@michellemybell09, Thank you, I’m praying hard we find answers soon 🙏🏼
I actually have, & my friend recommended more vitamins. So I’m going to start there.
@hilligermomx2, I’ll keep you in my thoughts and hope you find something that helps you 🤍
@ltee, Omg, yes you’re so right!! I was doing so good last week with eating healthy, working out ect & that helped me so much. So I did have a huge meltdown Monday, which let so much out. But now I am trying to get myself back in line with the working out eating healthy ect, because I know it will be good. 🙌
@ltee, One moment at a time, I know I can get through this. A friend just recommended some vitamins, too.
Thank you so much for chatting. I need it 💕
@hilligermomx2, you got this!
I have found cbd to be helpful for anxiety. It makes my thoughts a little more fluid instead of repetitive if that makes sense. Best wishes

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Always here if you need to talk hun 💜 I get like this more often than I'd like to admit. You're strong mama! And don't ever be afraid to reach out, it's good to talk about it. Sending hugs x