So my biggest fear has been brought to the front of my brain by my SO.....what am I going to do if I die while giving birth π°
You have not a thing to worry about, you will have well trained doctors and nurses at your side. Pregnancy and delivering a baby is an amazing thing, just enjoy it :)
you will be fine. have faith and enjoy this time, pregnancy is a beautiful thing. don't stress about it.
tbh maternal death is so rare these days. that should be least of your concerns. don't worry too much. stress is bad for you.