it's sad how my moms co worker talks to me more about my pregnancy and concerns so much more then my mom and my side of…

it's sad how my moms co worker talks to me more about my pregnancy and concerns so much more then my mom and my side of the family. my mom and sister in law seem so much more curious about the genders of the babies instead of their health. I love my mom with all my heart, but I hate it so much, that's she's never wanted to be the mother I truly needed. I always call her. I always check on her. it was definitely hard growing up with none of her attention, or guidance. I'm really in a heart break right now with possible ttts with my twins. and I'm praying for the best. my husband has been so supportive. he's been working so much this week its been hard to see him. and more then anyone I need him. and he definitely feels for me. his dad and step mom have been very supportive for us since day one. I'm very blessed to have them. I really just wish I would get that from my mother. I talked to her about the twins but was rushed off the phone and no call back. I think I'm just gonna keep their genders to myself when me and my husband find out. not sure if that's wrong. but I want all of my babies to be supported my mom and family. I just really hope she changes. because she's my mom and I need her and she knows this because I've cried to her since I was a little girl, telling her this. and she still breaks my heart.