earlier in my pregnancy and went to urgent care because of my chest. I was getting fluttering heartbeats and short of breath. they told me they thought I had a blood clot and to go straight to the ER. ever since then I think about if I had to choose between testing that probably would've killed my daughter, or risking not living for my son, which one should I choose.

Yes! My mind starts to wonder at night as well. I will often wake up in the middle of the night and think of every possible horrible thing that could happen. They say most of the things we worry about never even happen. Death on the other hand is inevitable but it's all gods plan. We just have to have faith.

i personally have said that all we do is sleep and wake up as a new person

cuz its strange seeing how babies can act like they know or have done something before or how they can "sense" things we dont with no fear at all

i just think that thats what happens ...... and kind of hope lol

@domib0817, mine too,like what if I go before? but Then I read this book and it makes me really think about life after death. and it makes my head wonder/spin.

I'm like that in general lol death is my biggest fear and the thoughts always hit at night! but hey its what happens so have fun living

@vintagemommy2b, but it's all the time,everyday when I'm pregnant. I had to find something to help relax my mind before bed.

I have, quite often. I think it's just a mothers instinct to worry and stress.