first day back to work tomorrow and I'm totally having an anxiety attack! I need to sleep because 630 is gonna come around super quick... but layne got a bath and nite time lotion he's knocked... I finally got to take a shower that lasted longer than 15 min... got myself lotioned up and now it's time for me to sleep... im just so not ready for tomorrow... wish I could be a sahm but I have to have 2 jobs to hold it down because I have a bum ass baby dad that won't help me for shit and he's more worried about his bitch and his xbox