The hardest thing I think so far is the fact that I'm doing this all alone. I have to play both parts of mum and da. I don't know if I can, I want to be the voice of reason but also the cool mum. But I don't think that it'll be possible to do both. It's especially hard when everyone undermines my parenting ON PURPOSE. I don't even know why they do that. And then I get "you're not supposed to do Blah blah blahblahblah" and then THEY DO IT.

it's so stressful especially because I've told people not to do it.