I always get depressed really bad and get all of these bad thoughts around this time of night. My fiancé is sleeping so hard, he had a long day today and I hate to wake him up... I have suffered from depression, anxiety, and OCD for I guess about 4 years.. Ever since I found out I was pregnant (about 1 1/2 months ago) I had to quit all of my medicines... I finally got my medicines straight and things were taking a turn for the better and I was happy, and I felt normal.. I really didn't plan this pregnancy, but now that I'm pregnant I love my child so much already.. It's just super super hard to have mental illnesses and have your hormones going crazy and trying to do it all by yourself. I feel like crying all the time, I'm always thinking the worst will happen, I hate leaving my house, I can't get out of bed.. Depression is not fun and it's a hard thing to explain.. Because I'm so so happy I'm pregnant, but on the other hand I'm very depressed. I don't know what to do. I just needed to vent for a second because I have no one else to talk to right now. Lol
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