I always get depressed really bad and get all of these bad thoughts around this time of night. My fiancé is sleeping so hard, he had a long day today and I hate to wake him up... I have suffered from depression, anxiety, and OCD for I guess about 4 years.. Ever since I found out I was pregnant (about 1 1/2 months ago) I had to quit all of my medicines... I finally got my medicines straight and things were taking a turn for the better and I was happy, and I felt normal.. I really didn't plan this...