So for New Years I went visit my family in South Carolina, 5 hour car ride! Lord I will not be traveling till after I have my baby because I couldn't sleep in the car, couldn't sleep without my pillows which I didn't bring. A sleepless trip, I'm so tired 😫😩, on my way back to Georgia, I am going to take a long nap when I get in my bed.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Everyone told me I couldn't spoil my baby when there so little .. but he only wants to sleep in my arms or near me ... Did I spoil him already ? Not that it matters I gave up my awesome career to dedicate my time to him as a Sahm but just wondering ... #1month
Omg I need to vent something weird just happened.... I'm scared because I thought it would never happen. I was in a deep sleep dreaming about ice cream and then all of a sudden I'm feeling wet spots on my neck thinking my fiancé's cat was in the room so I brushed it off. What scared me was then I felt something between my legs not bothered by it. Then all of a sudden I wake up to a twinge in my vagina only to see my fiancé is fucking me in my sleep I wake and was like scared. So I don't say nothing just let him finish but now I can't go back to sleep, I keep playing it over and over in my mind. I don't know if I was just raped or not???? What should I do I'm pregnant but Damn he couldn't have woke me up?
My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤
Jessica·
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safe travels
Gabi·
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Thanks already made it back safe, finna take a long nap @newmommy62016