uggghh. well I thought I was pregnant with the implanon I have in my arm. but obviously I am not because I started my dumb period. ughhh 😔😔😔😞😞😒😒
Yeah. When i went through my fertility adventure (infertility) for 4 years, it helped when i saw every cycle as a loss to grieve. It helped to acknowledge that my dream for that cycle was not going to happen. I wrote a fertility adventure blog and that really helped.
@id9564547, I didn't lose a baby I'm just not pregnant and I wanted to be
Im sorry for your loss. I can tell you are frustrated. You are not alone.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
ohh okay. yeah I'm going to remove my implant and try.